GrOwN uP_GaL

PrEpArATiOnS Of BBQ!!!

2005-12-18T00:16:00.001-08:00

~~PoOr MuM... BuSy tHrOuGoUt ThE TwO Days HeLpInG Me To CoOk... MuaCkS MuM!!!~I LoVe yOu!!~~

~~CoMe On!!! LeTs AlL HeLp...HeHe...!!~~

~~WoAh!! LoTs Of FoOd!!! CkN WInGs, BeEHoOn, CuRrY, WaNtAn, PrAwNs, SaUsAgGeS, EtC!!~~

~~My CrEaTiOn... BaNaNa, MaRsMaLlOw..ChOcO SyRuP.. BuT I BoUgHt The WrOnG BrAnD Of sYrUp...HaIz.. SpOil ThE TaStE!!~~

~~LeT Me HeLpOuT A BIT!!~~

~~Oh!!! WaTs ThIs ThInG HeRe...YuCks!!~~

~~Hm... PrEfEr ThiS!!!~~

~~YuMmY PrAwNs!!~~

~~LoOk At AlL ThE FoOd!!! WoAh!!!~~

~~So MeSsY...UrGh...GoTtA cLeAn Up... BuT sTiLl EnJoY ThE FuN Of BBQ!!~~

oLiViA...

PiCs Of PpL WhO AtTeNdEd My PaRtY!!!

2005-12-18T00:15:00.001-08:00

~~ThE BiRtHdAy GaL...~~

~~IsN't HiM CuTe?? ThoUgH FaCe AbiT OiLy!!! Haha!!~~

~~ThE MaN Of My LiFe!!~~

~~OnE FaMiLy... HaIz... BuT noT CoMPleTe... CoS QuEeN Is NoT HeRe...~~

~~My CoUsIn, HiS WiFe AnD His YoUngEsT soNs... So AdOrAbLe... OoH!!! ~~

~~Me AnD Jo, My BeSt FrEnZ... SoMeOnE WhOm I'LL AlWaYs KeEp HeR iN My HeArt!!~~

~~My BeSt FrEn AnD LiYu!!!~~

~~LiNg, Me AnD CeLeSt... LoOk At HeR AnD hEr BF... LoViNg Eh!!!~~

~~OriEnTAL PaLs... CoOl PaLs...!!!~~

~~OpS!! So SwEeT eH!! HaHa... **EnVy**~~ (HoPeFuLly OnE DaY...Hee)

~~oRiEnTaL PaLs AgaIn... HoPeFuLly We WiLl AlwAyS rEmAiNs LiKe ThiS...~~

~~My SeCoNArY ScHoOl SiStErS!!~~

~~My CuTeSt GaNg Of CoLlEaGuEs & SoMe Of ThEiR BF...~~

oLiViA...

EnJoYeD My B'dAy CeLeBrAtIoNs LoTs!!!

2005-12-11T13:14:00.000-08:00

Had lots of fun yesterday... I should say its a success... Though it was kind of tiring and i spent quite a lot on it... Hee... But i really enjoyed so much...

I took 2 days leave and 2 off days starting from Fri to Mon so as to prepare the BBQ party and have enough rest before i resume to work...

Actually, the person whom had really helped me lots in the preparation is my Mum... She spent the whole Friday Shopping with me for the stuffs...Then help me cook everything... I feel quite bad actually, as i noe her hands is still aching but still she really spent the whole nite helping me and even yesterday she is like busy going in and out of the kitchen helping me pack and think of wat we need and if we left out anything... Me and my sis did help out lah... But i guess we kind of playing around rather than really help... Hehe... At times, i maybe mad at her for small little things... But to think of it... She is really a great mum... She did so much for me and my two sis...
I really hope dat i can earn lots of money so dat i can take care of them when they are old... Hee...

Weichi, I noe u helped out alot too.. Driving us around helping us pack the stuffs... And also when my mum kept asking u to run errand here and there... Helping me BBQ the food for my friends and also serving them... In the end u didn't eat much also... Poor thing... Heartpain... But i really appreciate ur help... Thanks dear... Muacks...

Eric Lao Pa, Thanks for helping me spending the whole nitez... BBQing the food for us too... U are a guest... Shouldn't have make u do all this... I'm sorry... Thanks for help too.. Hee... Out of nowhere Square Love is in le... Haha...

Joanna and Ailing.. Hee.. Running around with the camera helping me take lots of pic... Joanna even wanna post me the disk of the pic... Thanks so much for the effort... I appreciate dat too... hee... Muacks...

Bin and Liang... Thanks for coming to entertain eric and weichi when they are BBQing so dat they are not bored... Hehe... At least something lah...
To all my friends, thanks for making the effort to come down... I noe its not near and kind of out of way for ya all but still u guys come down... Some like Meow, Hui Min, Xian, Xue Ting, Joyce, Pauline, Vannessa, Jacinta, Qiaowei and Weisheng, Wen Xuan and Junjie rush down from after work... So touched... Thanks lots... And also ur presents too... Thanks...

And of course I wanna introduce Ke Rui A cute Little boy... My Nephew... Haha... he really spice up the fun man!!! Hehe... So cute... If possible i'll post his video clips for u all to see...

I wanna show u all the pic... As i have not receive Jo's copy, And consolidate mines... So I got to post it asap when i gt everything combine eh... Hee... Sorry...

Below is a Massage From my Sis Sequeena to me before she left to Cheng Mai... Actuall,y the whole nitez everyone is asking bout where is she... Haiz... How I wish she is here... Anyway... I hope she is enjoying at Cheng Mai also... Hopefully she will eat and sleep well...

"On the 12th December is my elder sisters Olivia's birthday! And, she has a BBQ session which I was supposed to go. She has pre planned everything until the moment where she was disappointed when I told her I am leaving for Thailand. I am so sorry that this year round, I won't be celebrating with you. But I know, you will be a happy birthday girl and I will search for new things for you in Thailand! I am so sorry though! You are the best sister I ever have, and you are super cool!!! Thats what I think anyway! A confidant and my best friend when I need someone to talk to and for you can understand!!!"

So sweet eh... haha... ProuD!!**

Will update the pic asap... Check it out ya... Hee...

oLiViA...

sHaGgEd oUt Le... BuT HaD LoTs Of FuN!!

2005-12-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

1st Dec...
Meet up with my oriental pals... We went to eat sakae sushi... But not everybody turns up... Cos my poor "Lao Pa" Eric had some problems with his summons thingy... So he can't make it... Reckons Funan Sakae Sushi restaurant kind of jinx him... The last gathering at there he also can't make it... hehe... Anyway, I hope really he can solve his problem soon... All of us is worried bout him... My b'day celebration is coming le... Juz hope everyone will be fine... Hee... Initially, I arranged like to meet at 5.30pm... But only meow can make it... so i change to 7.30pm... But becos last min i gotta relief other counter for pm shift... I started to panic... Luckily my kind Mr Loo allows me to wk mid shift... So dat at least i can meet them earlier... Phew... But still, me and Chi reached there quite late too... Bout 8.30pm then we reach there...

After dinner, as usual, KTV at Oriental... Our usual place... Hee... Everytime i go there, i'll start to miss the days when we were wking there... hee... Precious memories... We sang at hall as there are nobody there... Till bout 2am then we part our ways and go home... I guess the next gathering is either Ling's b'day or my b'day le... Hee...

2nd Dec...
Guess wat i did???? I went Clubbing!!! Woah!!! 1st time eh!!! Went with Joyce, Bk and Min... At first, i wanted to join Chi at Chinablack becos NTU organised some activities there but he say dat his fren never reserve any ticket for me... So I decided to go with my friends instead... Hehe... We went Zouk and Phuture... Really excited Man... After wk, Min and me took the train to Tiong Bahru then we took a cab there... The stupid cab driver drop us at the nearest bus-stop... We are kind of piss off as it was drizzling... And he expect us to walk in the rain... When we reached there... I'm like so curious bout everything there... hehe... At first, i dun really dance... But after awhile start to like the feeling of it le... I had never realised dat i could Dance!!! haha... But anyway, as long as i dun look ugly dancing i'm contented le... between both Zouk and Phuture i prefer Zouk as its not so crowded... hehe... Joyce and Bk left quite early... So in the end left Min and me...We danced till bout 2am... Wanted to stay longer but as the next day i got to wk morning shift, so we left earlier... But i'll surely go again... Hee... Min says she is kind of hungry so we went to River Valley to eat supper... Chi came and join us too...

Reached home at bout 3.30am... Really damn tired... Phew... Slept bout 4 hrs then gotta wake up for wk... Haiz... This morning when i went to wk, i'm juz so sleepy... Tahan till 5.30pm... Straight away rush to Chi's place... To celebrate his Ah Gong's b'day... All of his family members and relatives are here... Hee... So do i consider to be one of his family member also??? Haha.. Anyway, i'm too tired and like blur blur... So i juz sit there and stared at the TV... But poor Chi, he had to help out and he is being so busy... Hehe...Sorry dear dat i didn't help out... Hope u dun mind k... i'm too shagged out le... Hee...

Tml is my off day!!! Wanna go Pray at Bugis... Hm... But before dat, i gotta sleep early now... To rest well... Hehe...

oLiViA...

EnJoYiNg LiFe To ThE FuLlEsT!!!

2005-11-30T08:03:00.000-08:00

Went Oriental wif Hui min, Joyce and Chi on Monday nitez... Haha... Kinda fun.. So long never went singing le... Haiz... My singing still never improve abit... Sianz... Min still the same... I had always like her singing... She can control her voice so much better than me... hehe... 1st time hearing Joyce singing carefully cos the last time was on Xian's bday and so noisy there so didn't hear properly... Realised dat she singing gt one style very cute... Hee... Sounds likes 'Slang'...
Mine singing is the worst le... As usual... haha...

Anyway, I gt my salary le... More than i expected so i can save more le... YeaH!!! Hmm... i bought a skirt or dress and a heels... hee... Reward myself... Hee...

Yesterday went "No sign board" with Chi as planned... Didn't order alot of things as scare can't finish all... So we order like three dishes... Chilli Crab, Fried Chicken and Sambal kankgong... Yummy yummy... I didn't take any pic there as we both are very hungry le... So Food is more impt... Haha...

After dat, guess where we went???
Mustafa Center... Weird ya... But i kinda enjoyed it there... Cos never went before and lots of things to see and buy also... Didn't noe it was so big... Haha... But mainly we bought Sundries product like Shampoo, conditioner, shower gel.. Etc... Cos these are the ones that is really cheap... the rest of the stuff are kind of same price with outside so no point buying it as we still gonna carry it home... I think i may consider gg again when i have the chance... Really enjoyed lots... hee... Took some pic while shopping too...

~~SnAp a PiC WhiLe He's ChAtTiNg To HiS GaY PaRtNeR!!! HaHa...~~

~~WoAH... I nOe He GoNnA Be A GoOd HuSbAnD!!!~~

~~He In ChArGe Of CaRrYiNg ThE HeAvY StUfF AnD Me TakiNg PiC... HeHe... fAiR aNd SqUaRe...~~

~~CoMe On!! LeT's TaKe A PrOpEr PiC!!!~~

~~SoMe StUfFs We BoUgHt!! hEhE..~~

Tml, me gotta wk at Katong... Sianz... Hate it there... But luckily only mid shift... If not i sure die one... Bored to death... Hehe... After wk i meeting my Oriental pals for gathering... Sushi at Funan!!! WoaH!!! Yummy Food again!!! YeaH!!! haha... I gonna grow fat again... Haha... So long never see them le... Kind of miss them so much le... hee... So excited...

oLiViA...

ExAmS OvEr!!! HoPeFuLly I WiLl Do wElL...

2005-11-22T01:05:00.000-08:00

Finally, after so long my exams is over le...Yeah!!!! hehe... I'm so happy man!!! No more exam stress!!! Dunno how will my result be... Hopefully i will do well.... hehe... But anyway, i have done my best le... So juz leave it to the markers to decide my fate ba... haha...

Well, after my exams le, so gotta start planning some other things to do...
Firstly, gotta plan an outing with my oriental pals... So long never see them... Miss them so much... Maybe go eat sushi or KTV...
Secondly, No signboard chilli crab which Chi and I have already planned...
Thirdly, My birthday BBQ... Hehe... On the 10th Dec 2005, East Coast Park... 6pm onwards...
gonna invite some of my crazy colleagues... Haha... My best fren, Jojo, My family members, my Secondary school sisters gang... And of cos, Hubby... Well, 2 person is missed out cos she nt in Singapore... Sequeena and Jelene... Kind of disappointed... haiz... but its ok lah... There will still be chance one... Hee... And hopefully it won't rain on that day... Pray hard to Tee Kong... Mai Lou Hor ah!!!
Fourth, X'mas!!! Yeah!!! Then follow by New Year... Then CNY!!! Yeah!!! Ang Bao Coming again haha...

Oh ya... juz went Oriental 2 days back... With Chi... Initial plan was to go roller-blading, then change to expo... but Chi reckons he will be bored if i go loreal sales... so we change it to KTV... Since it has been so long that we go together le... Hee... Actually mostly i prefer a group less than 4 if to go KTV... Cos dun have to wait so long for ur turn... Going with Chi is still the best le... Cos i dun have to hide any faults from him as we are so used to each other knowing that we won't laugh at each other ...(Actually, i never hide my mistake from my friends either... I'm juz wat i'm...) Hehe... Actually after singing for 4 hours, still feel kind of not enough... Hehe... After my pay day... Wanna go again... Now broke le... So no money to go... Hehe...

Hm... Me gotta stop typing le... Wanna find some food to eat le... Hungry... hee...

oLiViA...

CeLeBrAtIoN FoR oUr AnNiVerSaRy AnD EnD oF eXaMiNaTiOnS!!!

2005-11-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

Recently, my workplace 's laptop kind of broke down... So when the office ppl came to repair... They realise the comp have internet... As u would guess it... They shut down the internet... So i no longer can blog there le... can only do it at home... Hm... But its ok lah... Xian reckons we'll cocentrate more on sales now and will have better sales...

17th Nov 2005
Well, as planned, we went to suntec Joaquim Steamboat resturant to have our steamboat buffet, we did went there before... Though its nothing special, I still enjoyed it... After so many days of exams stress and busy scheldue... At last we both can sit down and enjoy ourselves without stress... The feeling is terrific... Hehe... I think i didn't really eat as much as i used to... Dun understand y, i juz can't eat alot nowadays... Haha... Feeling abit guilty like i'm wasting money when i can't even eat much... haha...i'm like a kaisu singaporean eh...

~~YuMmY YuMmY sTeAmBoAt~~

~~FrEsH pRaWnS!!! PoOr FeLlAs... GoNnA bE EaTeN By uS soOn!!!~~

~~DiDn'T NoE StEaMbOaT HaVe RoJaK tOo...~~

~~IcE KaChaNg MaDe By UrS TrUlY!!~~

~~WaTs He EaTiNG? IcE-CrEam!! Pss... TeLl U A sEcReT... He EaTs AloT..!!!~~

~~SeLF TaKeN PiC wHiLe wAiTiNg FoR HiM tO FiNiShEd EaTiNG!!~~

~~So lOvInG Eh... HeHe... DuN eNvY!!!~~

~~cHi'S CrOoKEd SmiLe AgaIn!!! SlY-FoX LoOk... ~~

After dat, we went to watch Harry Potter- Goblet of fire... My favourite book cum movie!!! Hehe... Its a bit disappointing though as the show is not as good as i expected... maybe its because its too short compare to the book... As they only pick out the main point for the movie... But still i like it... Among all the others series of harry potter movie... I think this is the best le... Very exciting... Hermonie is getting prettier... But ron's is like still so comical... Hehe... i think chi like it too... hee... I think i'm so crazy bout Harry potter... I think Chi likes it too... Cos he also says its the best among the other movies...

~~MoViE TiCkEts To My FaVoUrItE ShoW!!!~~

~~My FaVoUrItE MoViE!!!~~

And i had finished reading the half-blood prince also le... At last!!! i'm looking forward to the last book... hopefully the ending is good... Hee...

oLiViA...

BoRiNg SuNdAY!!! NeW LaYoUt...~

2005-11-13T18:45:00.002-08:00

Pretty boring day... nothing much to do at work... Even when i looked at my own blog also sianz... Same old design... Decided to change a new skin for a fresh look... hehe... Hm... At least by doing this will take up few hours of my work time... Then my time will pass faster... haha... I hope you can give me comment bout my new skin and let me noe if its nice anot... And which one u prefer, this one or the old one? hehe...

3 more days to the movie Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire ... Really looking forward to it.... I had been reading the book like 5 times or more le... Hehe... At last can get to see the movie le... I booked the tickets le... Chi says on the 17th he gonna bring me to eat steamboat then go for the movie... Haha... So excited eh... Hopefully things will turn out fine... Cos afterall its meant to be a belated celebration for our anniversary... hee...

My mind is in a blank now... Very sleepy... not thinking well le... Finished off here le ba... But do tag me and let me noe if my skin is ok... ya... of cos after noeing wats ur view, i won't do any unnecessary changes also.... Cos i like this a lot... haha...

oLiViA...

At LaSt, cLeArEd MoSt oF mY MaJoR PaPeRs!!

2005-11-11T03:49:00.000-08:00

I'm back... At last... I had juz finished my maths paper 2 today le... Which means only left with Accounts and Science Multiple Choice paper Le.... Yeah!!! Now i can relax a bit le... though i still need to study for my last few papers but at least I had complete all the major papers le... hehe... Hopefully i can start my poly next year... I know i may not get fantastic result, juz enough credits for poly i'll contented le... Hee... What i need now is sleep... Plenty of sleep... So dat i can study my Accounts paper better... Last few days, I only had like less than fours sleep daily... really damn freaking tired...

Actually, before i went for my exams... I was so worried dat i may flunked it again dat i nearly got a nervous breakdown... I dunno how am i going to face my parents if i really didn't make it again... All these while,I know they don't support me of studying, they are always saying dat i'm juz wasting my money... But i noe i study because I wanted to... I wanna fulfil my dreams to study and get a proper cert... But they will never understand... Dat day, i told my mum dat if i really had a million dollar i'll really use the money to study and stop working... Which all these years is wat i'm longing for... to have a chance to study without having to worry bout money and work stress... But anyway, i got a reply dat makes me so upset and disappointed... Which i dun really wanna talk bout it here... I told myself this time round i muz prove them wrong... I muz do my best... Even if my result is not good enough, at least i had tried my best... I had once worked for it... I'm happy with myself le... And i noe i'll never give up... Never...

These few days, I received lots of sms from my friends, my sis, my hubby, so many many wishes for me... wishing me good Luck Asking me to take care of myself... Hee... Thanks to all of u!!! U guys really motivated me... I'm really very touched... Hehe...

Hm these few days, i'm so busy with my exams dat i missed my Sis's birthday... Opps... Anyway, I wanna say.....

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My little sis... I'm a bit broke now, so gonna owe u the present le... Haha.. Queen... Urs too... didn't forget... Will get both of u the present once i get my salary k... Hee... This is a promise... I'm so sorry dat at times i didn't fulfil my duties as a sister... Hope u guys will forgive me k... Hee... Muacks!!! Love You guys So much...

Hm... I guess i gonna stop here le... Will update more often soon... hehe...

oLiViA...

OuR 3rD YeAr AnNiVeRsArY!!!

2005-11-05T16:06:00.000-08:00

Today is a very meaningful day... Despite both of us having to spend the whole day at home studying with my stupid flu and sore throat. And sadly to say, we have to postpone our celebration to later date after our exams... As our exams paper are on Monday onwards...
Nope, I'm not disappointed at all, instead i'm happy and contented le... Hee...

Well, these few days, both of us have been seeing each other almost 24 hours everyday, Studying together, eat, sleep...blah...blah... Hee.. Juz like Husband and Wife... hehe... Hopefully, he won't get sick of seeing me everyday...

Actually, yesterday we did our mini celebration... Hee... He gave me something very meaningful when past midnight...Even though the environment was like... Er... With his Ah gong and Aunt walking around and we got to wait till they are asleep... Hee... But when i saw the Mini clips of Video, which he actually specially took the time to do it for me even when he is so busy with his studies... I was really surprise and touched!!!

Years back my sis showed me video made by one of her freind to his galfriend... I really envy the gal so much... "not because of me admiring my sis's friend ya"... I'm juz hoping one day a guy will do one for me too... And surprising he did it... Hee sweet eh... I know I'm abit "Hao Lian"... But juz bear with me for today lah... Hee...

Hm... 3 years had passed... Things happened and changed!!! Whenever i took out our Diary or Our photo albums, or even cards and presents he gave me... I'll always the urge to juz hug him real tight and tell him how much I LOVE HIM... Muacks!!!
And its only since last week we kept on quarrelling because of little things... And me feeling down... Haha... My mood changes real fast eh... Only him having the ability to make my mood changes so fast... hee...

Let me recall what we have been through kk...
~~His Poly Graduation, Both our 21st Birthday, Army, both of us admitted to hospital because of fever, His first kiss for me, Our first movie, Our 1st and 2nd Aniversary, First meeting of each other parents/family members, Fights and Quarrel, jealousy, Jue Dui Superstar contest , Latern Festival... Lots and Lots more...~~

This is specially for Weichi...
If u wanna read go ahead... But dun complain say i very mushy or anything ya... hehe...

Thanks dear for all the effort u had put in this relationship... Its takes two hands to clap, and yeah we did it... But there is still along long way to go... Our future... Your Graduation, Our Wedding, Xiao Qi And Xiao Yu... So many things i'm looking forward to... I'll never give up no matter wat happen!!! you too... Pls dun give up on me too k... Out of nowhere,U appeared without me realising it, U walked into my life, Love me, Care for me, always trying to give me the best of everything... Making me feeling juz like a pampered princess... Thanks!!! I'm really out of words to describe how grateful i'm to you except the word ~~THANKS!!!~~
Without U coming in my life, i really can't imagine how i'll be liked now...Now U had built a place in my heart, I hope u'll always stay there so dat ur footsteps won't be the only thing left in it...
Happy 3rd Year Anniversary!!!~~ I also wanna be with you for the rest of my life!!!~~ Muackz!!! Hugzzz...

~~PrEsEnT I BoUgHt FoR HiM!!~~

~~My PrEsEnT iN ReTuRn!! DuN WoRrY I WoN't RuN aWaY OnE, I PaId HiM 1 DoLlAr Le!!!~~

oLiViA...

2 MoRe DaYs To mY cHiNeSe PaPeR & bReAk...

2005-10-27T12:23:00.001-07:00

Pretty busy week... Haiz... Lots of problem... Me and him quarelling over and over every nitez and all due to some minor problem which may not be even caused by us also... Haiz... wats wrong with us again... Seriously hoping things will improve... Nothing much at work as everyday is the same... More of my concern is my exams is really coming!!! Hopefully i'll do well... I really dread to think of wat will my parents is gg to say if i flunk it again... So no matter wat... I muz really put in all my effort...

Anyway, this few days, after Ms Hui min figured out how to change the friendster's customized wallpaper thingy... which also inspired me to learn how to put in the audio as well and learn more stuff like how to read the codes... Making the song repeating and starting on its own... blah...blah...And we share with each other how to do it... Well we was crazy bout it for awhile...

My sis was asking me yesterday,
"wats so fun bout friendster? Juz a web to add friends and read testimonial only, fun meh?"
its set me thinking y am i indulging in such a website... When there are really nothing much for me to do there... Haha... I still dunno y is it so? Maybe its because when one is boring, anything amuse you... Hehe... I used to find blogging stupid too... But now, i'm here... And i really enjoy it too... Anyway, who noes after some time, i may not even be going on friendster or even stop blogging also le... its really up to my mood ba...

Hm... I should really stop typing and study le!!! hee...

oLiViA...

Y S-T-R-E-S-S Is DeStRoYiNg Me aNd YoU!!!

2005-10-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

As I type this post, tears kept flowing, I want it to stop. But I dunno y I juz cannot controlled it at all. Together for 3 years, I always felt dat I am definitely not a lousy girlfriend or at least out of 100% I noe I sure can get 60% and above.

But its seems dat no matter wat I do, I say, I'll juz always be named under Willful, Unreasonable, Not understanding Girlfriend. Y can't things juz remain the same for us everyday?

S-T-R-E-S-S is juz a 6 letters word, But it's a dreadful Virus dat will change a person's character and make the person's temper become from bad to worst. Some ppl who caught it can handle and overcome it, But there are of cos some victims who can't conquer it at all and of cos the close ones of the victims suffers all the side effect of stress.

I hate quarrellings, fights. I hate the tt of him having sudden change of attitude juz becos of the stupid virus which is trying to ruin my life. And no matter wat I said now to him, I'll juz be classified in the defying group even though I may not be the one totally at fault. I noe I can't blame him for it cos he is being controlled by the deadly virus, but its hurts me too. But yet I can't do anything but helplessly waiting for time to pass.

Time will heal my wound. He used to be there for me soothing my heart, listening to me, heal me, make me feel loved and secure whenever I'm upset or wounded by this insensitive society. But for now, I got to face it all by myself. Becos he’s seriously injured and no matter how much I say to defend myself, he can't hear it anymore till he recovers from the virus. I'm crying alone here hope he'll overcome his stress and remembers me. The girl who is always here thinking about him, praying for him, always wants the best for him, always trying her best to cheer him up when he down, making him laugh, patting on his head, planting kisses on his cheeks and let him noe how much she loves him.

Words like *Hugz, Muacks, Misses you, Love you, Thinking of you,* are magical words that will makes me feel better when I'm lonely and they will let me noe u still care. Or at least telling me something like * I'm really stressed up over my exams, pls I really hope you will bear with me for this period of time. I'll right back after my exams.* I'll definitely be supporting. And i will do my best to commit.

But yet the words dat were threw at me were? "Wats the matter with you? Can't u be more understanding? I'm really stressed up, will u pls stop bothering me giving me more stress? Can u dun be so willful?"

U had started ur studying last week I noe, but u told me is to prepare for your quiz on last fri, I tt u have finished the quiz and u are not really in the intensive study mode. And all I expect is juz a few more sms, or calls (at least not juz only once) even if its only lasted less than 2 mins or even a sms to let me noe u did think of me. And not the sudden overnitez and silent changes. I did my part to call u to make sure everything is fine, u are not having any trouble. But u sounded so cold. making me feel dat even by calling u is annoying. Do you noe dat being ignore by someone u love is so terrible? Its Awfully hurting.

Maybe till now, he still feels dat I'm not at least a 50/100 girlfriend at all. I dun blame him at all, its not his fault, it's the STRESS VIRUS's VENOM dat is acting again. I'll make myself disappear for few days till he gets better and during this period of time, if he need me, I'll appear and be there for him. Juz hope I'll stop my tears, as I really look awful ugly with red eyes and red nose.
Pls come back soon. Ur old self. My dearie, I Miss You So Much!!! Miss your Hugz, Maucks!!!

oLiViA...

My LiFe!!

2005-10-13T04:35:00.000-07:00

These few days i have been so busy... Attended Joyce's B'day, Oriental's gathering, Qiaowei ROM, All pack into one week, After all the overnitez stay thingy, plus work and study, time is really so packed... But really enjoyed myself so much for these whole week... Managed to meet up with most of my friends, sister and colleagues... Hee... But play is play, study is study, me gonna Stop my activities for 1 mth till after Exams le... Hm... I guess i won't be blogging for 1 mth unless i really have the extra time le... Hee... Intensive study mode is on!!!

Btw, i managed to learn a bit of Adobe Photoshop stuff these few days, so dat i can Combine few photos into one to save space... Its quite fun but tiring, as u gt to sit in front of the comp doing it... Hehe... Below are some of the pic of myself, Chi, my Sec Sch sisters, Oriental pals, and my wking pals... Hee... Well, wanted to edit my family and Jo's pic as well, but its a regret dat i had noe her for so long we dun have much pic as most of it are neoprints... Hm... As for my family... Halfway Hee... done le... Posting it soon...

^^SoMe PiC Of Me ThAt I LiKe...^^

^^I nOe I LoOk IdIoTiC... BuT DaTs Me!!^^

^^SoMe MoRe PiC oF MySeLf...^^

^^OuR LoVe StOrY...^^

^^I ReAlLy LoVe tHiS!!! ItS GoNnA Be 3 YrS SoOn...^^

^^CuTe & ChArMiNg SiDe Of My PrInCe...^^

^^ OoH!!! I LoVe HiM!!! He iS tHe OnE!!^^

^^LiNg JiE... HoPe We'Ll Be ThIs GoOd FoReVeR!!^^

^^OrIeNtAL GaNg!!! I'Ll NeVer EvEr FoRgEt U aLL!!! NeVeR!!^^

^^BeCoS Of ThEm, I'm HaPpY HeRe!!^^

^^SiStEr FoReVer!!! MuAcKs!!^^

oLiViA...

~~gAtHeRiNg aT LoYaNg PaRtYwOrLd...

2005-10-02T11:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday met up with My orientals pals again... We went to loyang partyworld, At first we wanted to go somewhere else after KTV, but then meow says Jeffrey allows us to stay overnitez there, so y not... we leave at bout 6am... Can u imagine singing from 9pm to 5am... Damn Shiok.. But damn tired also... Nearly can't wake up for work also... But still went to work... Hee... I really enjoyed myself so much man... I borrow a camera from Chi's aunt and took some nice and interesting pictures... Samuel gonna go army soon le... Next year March... So muz take more pic for memorial... Hee... Then when he Botak le, he will miss his hair, haha... I took our oriental's communication book for them to update as well, hee... wanna noe wats dat... Well, i started this book when i was still wking as a recept there...Its a book dats we used to communicate and share each other thoughts... When i resigned, i didn't took this with me... Cos i tt that they will cont wking there and therefore they can still cont writing it... But then 1 by 1 they left oriental, and Meow took this book home secretly on his off day, then gave it to me as part of b'day present... Damn happy man!!! This is a book which contains all our happy memories of the days at oriental... Hee...

I wrap it nicely... Hee... So pretty hor.. hee... my
precious comm book...

If You wanna read it, juz click on it... The cartoons are drawn Mr WeiLiang... This is the first page, Managment page...

This is the staff's page... i noe Binson's handwriting is horrible... but bear with it..

Interesting eh... hee... I really miss those days... Glad dat we are still so close...

Enough of toking... check out the pictures... Anything can tag me... hee...

oLiViA...

ThE PiCs Of OuR gAtHeRiNg At LoYaNg PaRtYwOrLD!!

2005-10-02T09:17:00.000-07:00

Look at their messy hair... haha... had too much fun, can't be bothered to comb...

Look here guys.... **SNAP!!!** Oh No!!! So Ugly!!! UrgH!!!

i think i'm lacking of pose... hehe... boring pose... but pretty...

Stop acting cute ah, Samuel...

Woah!!! Shen Qing!!!

Lao Fu Lao Qi?? Nope... Lao Fu Shao Qi!! Haha...

Ling also lack of pose le... haha... She is pretty also... But lose to me a little... haha... Juz joking lah... Ling, Ni Si Zhui Mei Di, Ni Zhi Dao Mah??

ArHHHHHH.... Xu Guan Wen, Who ask u eat so much... See lah... So chubby le...

Weiliang really spoil the pic...

I look retarded... Dunno y i'm born with a comical face... Haiz... Sad...

I think Weiliang Que Fa Fu Ai... Longing for Eric's love.... Haha...

Twins, S.H.E, Chinadoll, 2R...??? Nope!! Is Shino and the Pan mei Chen!!! HAha...

Aiyo, Y i so white? But got model look eh...

She looks like shu nu eh...

Poor meow, wking while we enjoying...

Woah!!! So man!!! EEeeeK... PuKe!!! Hee.. Ok lah!! man Lah!! man lah!!!

oLiViA...

ThE PiCs Of OuR gAtHeRiNg At LoYaNg PaRtYwOrLD 2!!

2005-10-02T05:19:00.000-07:00

Who is he toking to??? Smile so sweet... Haha... Dun tell u...

Eric looking at Weiliang longingly, didn't u noe dat he is attached to Meow le... Btw, Wats wrong with girls?

Opps... Weiliang and Meow doggie style in action.... haha...

U betray Weiliang!!! hor!!!

Caught Gambling!!! haha!!!

Wanna threaten me not disclose the photos of
them gambling...

See lah, ask u dun gamble ritez... Lose le lah... No money go home le la...

Even Meow also Zou Huo Lu Mo... He tt he is the gamble king!!!

Dun act shy lei... Da jia zhe mo Shou le... Hee...

Act tough eh... Arbish!!!

The best Saggi sister...

See without weiliang, our pic always look so serious and properly taken... haha...

Haha, Retarded Xu Guan Wen... Eric really look like him eh... hee...

Me also trying to be innocent... haiz... but fail man...

So cute.. both of them so innocent...

Ling posing the same james bond pose again... Cannot lah... We muz think of something new le... we superstar lei...

I can never take a serious photo with Weiliang...

Sister forever...

The best group photo among the 4s...

Somehow me and meow like very odd... so formal... the rest all so natural... haiz...

I noe i spoil the pic... looks as if i'm taking class photo... Meow still dreaming... haha...

Well, my best oriental gang... Haha...

oLiViA...

TheRe's nOtHiNg WrOnG BeInG A bLoGgEr???

2005-09-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

Woah, Everyone are toking bout the news bout the 5 students who wrote bout their teachers in their blog and got suspended by the school and being forced to close down their blog... I went to read Mr Brown's, Xia Xue's Even Rockson mention it also... These few days there are so many report on bloggers... Eg, Xia xue, SPG, Rockson, Dollies Girl, the 2 guys being charged for making racist remarks, now the Jc studeont cases... more and more ppl has started blogging also... Its like a trend now eh... Even my Chi's cousin(primary school's student) also started blogging le... Cool man!!! I started blogging 2 mths ago through friendster... Then i realised dat blogspot is better, so i closed down the friendster acc then start a new one here... I'm addicted to it le... Haha... I really juz enjoy being a blogger... Its really fun...

Though recently i have heard remarks from "some ppl who travelled here using the time machine from the B.C century" sayin things like they dun understand wat the blogger are thinking by writing a diary online for everyone to see... weird ppl doing weird stuffs... "

Well, this my reply to them now: "Hello, Ah pek and Ah soh... U dun understand is ur problem, but dun say us weird... We never say u all Sua Gu when u all dun blogs also ya... So wats the problem there?"

Actually, after this 2 months of blogging, i simply love it, improved my english also... Hee... At times, when i feel angry, sad, depressed, frustrated, happy, sentimental... I can juz type it out to share with whoever is reading my blog... And i'll feel better even though there may be nobody reading it... Its really strange, if u ask me to write a diary, i won't write it everyday, cos i'm too lazy to do so, blogging is not juz a diary to me, its also a place where all bloggers can share thoughts and feelings, emotions and interesting stuff of news that they wanna show other ppl or let ppl noe their point of views... My friends can understand me better though reading my posts, i may not protray a 100% true image of myself here but at least i'm also not 100% fake either ya...

So for ppl if u are still hesitating to start a blog, juz start one, u'll be hooked... Hee.. (ike advertisment man...) But I strongly agreed and encourage more ppl to blog...

More ppl blogging = More ppl venting their angers or sharing their unhappiness = less ppl suffering from depression... So blog more!!!

Anyway, initially, i wanted to say something bout the student and teacher case de... But then everyone is toking bout it so no point me writing my point of views... Juz in case, i'm definitely on Mr brown and Xiaxue 's side... My intention is too encourage ppl to blog and for ppl who dun pls dun criticise bloggers... hee... Thanks...

oLiViA...

hAiZ, Wat hAd I GoT iNtO?

2005-09-26T01:07:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I had been considering whether to post this out anot... For i'm worried bout losing a frenz... Which is possible if she happens to read this... But on the other hand, after discussing with lots of ppl, i decided i would post this rather than talk to her personally, cos if i do dat, i noe there will be no salvage of our friendship anymore... As there will be lots of consequences if communication is not done properly... Therefore once again i got to make this clear dat i dun wanna lose a fren dat y i write these...

First of all, I wanna say thanks to her for bringing me to clarins... She introduced me this job, as she noe dat i need a higher salary job... Thanks for all ur guidance and all the helps she had given me... As a friend, she had always been a very helpful one, as a senior she had always do her best to help me... I'm very glad to have her as a fren...

I noe dat working together always means there will bound to have conflicts... And i noe dat in between her and me, we do have some conflicts which neither of us would choose to say it out so as not to hurt each other feelings... But the longer we keep all this to ourselves the more we are going to repel to each other isn't it? I really hope she would tell me wat she really wants , Or say wats is her expectation... I will try my best to compromise... On the other hand, I wanna let her noe her dat i'm very unhappy working here... Its not because of the company or anything, I would wanna use this chance here since i gonna confess my feelings...

As i said is my feelings... So i hope she won't get offended... Coping with Work, studies, Relationship, Financial Difficulties... All these had been a burden to me... I had been feeling damn freaking stressed up these few months... And i noe more or less it had affected my perfomance at work... Morever, Anna Sui and Clarins is totally different as clarins got tons of product knowledge to learn... And different ppl have different skins so i got lots of new stuff to learn everyday... Maybe its true dat in terms of using English to communicate with the customer, i'm not dat Fluent using the words or Vocabulary dat she had always used... But dat does not mean dat i'm always using Chinese to reply customers when customer ask me anything in English... And i remember my trainer telling me dat being a good sales person dun need to be fantastic in my language and fantastic product knowledge even if i can't speak well, i dunno the ingredient in the product, i can serve the customer well enough dat she will buy, or she is pleased, she will come back... isn't it so?

I need to clarify dat its not becos i can't take hardship dat i'm complaining my stress... I noe wking under Min and her is totally different... But also once again dat doesn't means i can't take hardship.... Regarding "the Post Bout me gonna come back to work on off day... And me complaining i'm stessed up..." If u were me, Every day u got to work in a new company with lots of new things to memorise, learn and cope... And every off day u got to take the time to study... At the same time ur financial difficulties is so serious and u need to find the money... How will you feel? After work when i'm free i need to find time for my studies also... So an off day to me is really like extra hours for me... not only to rest and also to study also... dats y i'm so upset bout it... I had working legally since i'm 14 till now... She is not the toughest senior i ever had... I had got worst... In terms of working hours, when i was in loreal, i can continuosly wk up to 2 mths without any fucking off day... Which include 14 days of full shift too... I had before straight in a mth juggling 2 diff job... And at dat time only sleep 2-4 hours daily meaning every single day continous for 1 full month before i breakdown and fall sick!!! Wats is hardship to me? Yeah, if i'm afraid of failing olevel, y i even consider wking in a pub? U got it? I need money!! I'm simply not a rich family... My parents are always in debts... I did regret doing the rebonding... But to think of it... Ever since June, Which i bought a tube top for myself for D&D... I had never buy anything to reward myself... Watever i earned all goes into paying all sorts of stuff...

Anyway, comes to work i do my best in everything she asked me to... At first i did made a few mistake here and there, forgetful bout somethings... But things dat i remember and i noe how to do i'll always try my best to accomplished it... Even though she is always not satisfied wif me... I really wanna noe wat she really wants... so dat i can do it her way... But at the same time pls be fair to me... If u want responsiblity from me, pls do it also... There are things dat i can't say it here... As its very serious... I had always been late... Its my bad habbit... I did try to change... But i juz simply hates coming work this few days... I drag myself here... its so sickening... i dunno y am i suddenly this way... I can't even Serve a customer with the right happy feeling anymore... Anyway, i won't be stationing here for long... I juz hope we will get things ritez once again...

I dunno if i had offended her anot... But wat i write is plainly wat i wanna clarify bout myself... I sincerely hope we can remains as frens... I really cherish everyone here... And really work things out together... So dat even when i leave clarins one day, we will still be frens and not enemy...

oLiViA...

SoMeThInG mEaNiNgFuL...

2005-09-25T23:27:00.000-07:00

A well-known speaker started off his seminar
by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200,
he asked,"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
You are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know,
but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

oLiViA...

I'M NeEd A GoOd LoNg BrEaK... FrEaKiNg SiAnZ...

2005-09-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

Y can't i have the time, the money, the energy to unwind myself... I made myself so stressed up these few days... I really need a break!!!!! But it simply juz cannot be done in my way... Y is it so? Y can't i learn to reject ppl? So dat i can simply juz cont to go on off when my boss want me to work ot on my off day!!! Y is it dat i'm under control by so many ppl and yet i can't rebel!!! I feel damn frustrated dat i dun want to do anything at all!!! Haiz... Oh Fuck!!! I'm really tired!!! Sianz... One day if i get sick of everything, maybe i'll juz dump everything and leave to a far faraway land!!! And dun come back anymore!!!

oLiViA...

WeNt cHi's HoStEl... LiKe cHaLeT MaN...!!!

2005-09-22T01:24:00.000-07:00

I went to chi's hostel room yesterday, kind of envy him... i had always dreamed of staying in a school hostel... I mean its so cool ritez... Sharing a room with ur room mate... Experiencing independent life... Woah... But I noe its impossible for me... Cos in Singapore only university have hostel for singaporean... Haiz... I noe i won't be going uni one... 1stly, I'm still takin my Os now, pass anot is still a big "???"... 2ndly, I dun think i can afford it also... Haiz...

I spent my whole noon there acc him though most of the time he is doing his project... He is like so stress and busy... But i'm glad dat he really treasured the time when we met up... hee... Seeing chi so hardworking really makes me very motivated to study harder... Actually, I'm kind of worried also... Cos if i fail my o level again, i'm gonna disappoint Chi, My parent and Jo too... And my mum told me if i fail again. She won't trust me anymore if i say i wanna study in the future... My dream of getting into poly and study Hotel Managment will be gone too...

Weichi and i had planned of getting married one year after he graduate... And by then i should have graduated from my poly le also... So no matter wat, i'm gonna study real hard and work according to our plan... Hee... Wish myself all the best ba... I dun want any regrets after my results is out...

~~ToOk ThIs PiC At HiS HoStEl, He SliM doWn aBiT Le... I gUeSsEd He Is DaMn sTrEsS Ba... PoOr DeAr... ~~

~~ ReAlLy WiSh To HaVe a ChAnCe To LiVe In ScHoOl HoSTeL OnE DaY... HeE...~~

oLiViA...

LaNtErN fEsTiVaL..

2005-09-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

This morning i called my dad and asked him if we are going to celebrate Lantern Festival tonitez? Well, got a disappointed ans... Both my younger sis gonna work and coming home late... Haiz... But today my sales at work was considered pretty good... So i cheer up a bit...
Decided to celebrate myself... So i bought some candles and a paper lantern to play with... Haha... pretty boring... But at least its something... Reminds me of my childhood days... Hee... Here are the pictures below...Happy Lantern Festival to all!! Cheers...

~~Some pPL who wanna draw rose but dunno how to, so draw a flower tattoo on my leg... I hope she will juz remain as a BA and not tattoo artist... Haha... Min, Hor?~~

~~Stuff my parents bought for praying and for us to eat!!! DA ZHONG GUO Mooncakes!!! Yummy!!!~~

~~I noe its not pretty... But its damn nice!!! try it and u'll noe...~~

~~Glutton Me... ~~

~~I should really considered be a model for advertisment... Haha... I'm a real ''TALENT" cum "BEAUTY"... ~~

~~My Lantern and candles!!~~

~~ Creating something for Chi...~~

~~Hehe... Chi, This is for you!!! Love You Forever!!! i'm sorry dat u can't acc me today... Hee... I miss ya!!~~

~~This is in another colour... I prefer the first one more than this... More romantic... Haha...~~

~~Another creation? Look at my serious face?~~

~~Hahaha... Nothing special... juz wasting candles... ~~

~~Nice? Though simple but nice...~~

~~Wanna make a wish? have u ever heard of getting wishes grant on Lantern Festival???!!!~~

~~Traditional Lantern... ~~

~~Me walkin along my corridor outside... Hope i dun scare anyone...~~

oLiViA...

Da ZhOnG GuO MoOnCaKeS TrADiTiOnAl bUt NiC...

2005-09-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

Well, every year my bf will be the one contributing the mooncakes to my family... As my mum believes dat all daughters' Bf got to give their parents mooncakes as a form of respect... Haha... I guess is juz she wanna eat Mooncake only... 101 reasons not to pay for the mooncake herself... Haha... But this year, Chi is still studying so no income, dad ask him not to buy anything... hehe... So i acc mum and dad to chinatown to purchase Da Zhong Guo Mooncakes... Something Yummy but cheap... Cos there wasn't any fanciful packaging so no cost for dat... I prefer traditional mooncakes cos its taste nicer... Nowadays everyone is looking for new flavours, healthy and nice packaging mooncakes... The taste isn't there anymore... Hee... i sound like an old lady eh...

Before we went to buy the mooncakes, We gotta Fill up our stomach first... So Dad as usual, whenever we go chinatown unless we insisted on eating something else.... He will definitely want to eat the so called Traditional chicken rice... My dad brought me there since i was like 6 years old.... Its very delicious though.. But the rice is in super mini bowl, so i ate 2 bowl... Very Cheap... 20cents each only.. Hehe...

~~ViEw Of ChiNaToWn... BuT a BiT bLuR HeRe..~~

~~MuM 's JuZ dYe HeR HaIr ReD!!! StyLo Eh!!~~

~~A HuNgRy DaD iS An AnGrY DaD!!!~~

~~ThEsE aRe ALl DaD'S fAvOuRiTe TrAdItiOnAL StUfF!!~~

After buying the mooncakes, we went to buy Pomelo... Hehe... I told my mum to buy a big one cos its nicer... Somehow, i'm very excited... i had always enjoyed shopping at Chinatown... Especially festive seasons.... I love to join in the crowds... Its makes feel more like a Singaporean... Hee...

When i was young, i had always looked forward to Latern festivals as i can take new lantern, and play candles... Also its always very crowded at the park in my neighbourhood... Then all my neighbours will gather together and chit chat and eat mooncakes together...
I dunno dat is it because of i had out -grown the age of celebrating or ppl juz simply dun really care much bout Festivals anymore... Even CNY also getting more and more quiet each year... I really wonder how is my Lantern Festival gonna be this year?

oLiViA...

PiCtUrEs Of ChI'S iMaGE FoR tHe JuE dUi SuPeRsTAr...

2005-09-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

~~Hm... NiCe JaCkEt Eh!!! ToOk tHiS piC aT hOmE...~~

~~CloSe ShOt!!! WeLl... ItS a PiTy dAt He DiDn'T MaKe iT fOr tHe ToP 24s...~~

~~MaDe ThE BaNnEr MySeLf... UsEd ThE WhOle NiTeZ To Do It... BuT DiDn'T uSeD iT aT aLL, CoS HiS GrAnDmA aNd MuM sAyS vErY pAi SeI... hAhA... ~~

~~ BaNnEr AgAiN..~~

~~"SuPeRsTaR ToP 3988" oUt oF "4000"... HaHa...~~

~~AcTuAlLy I LiKe tHiS pIc...~~

oLiViA...

Hm... EnJoYeD My oFf dAy...

2005-09-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

Woah... Muz give myself a good Pat... I had been more hardworking nowadays as my exams are drawing near.... Study whwnever i have the time... Hee... Wed i went back office to have my training... Doreen, my trainer gonna leave us soon... So i guess it will be our last training session le... She is 1st trainer of mine since i started Clarins... Well, Kinda sad... Gonna miss her lots... Haiz... I regretted not taking her pic... So dat i can show u all how pretty she is... She looked abit like Zoe Tay... Hee... But much prettier and younger though both of them is a mother of one...

Well, after my training i rushed to Changi Airport Mac to study with Chi... K books till quite late... I dunno y these few days my appetite is so good... Really eat alot... I had Hokkien mee in the noon then when i met chi in the evening bout 6 plus... i ate one Fillet Meal all by myself... By bout 9 plus, i started to complain hungry again... And craving for Laksa... Phew... So Chi said we will end the study session at 10.30 then we go grab something to eat... Well, but when we rackey Changi Airport's foodcourt... Woah the food is like so expensive man... 1 bowl of laska cost bout 5.95... I can eat 2 bowls of it outside lor... So in the end we decide to go somewhere near his place, to eat something else... Something cheaper... but nice and yummy...

~~ Taking pic to entertain ourselves while waiting for the food to come... ~~

~~Entertain ourselves with taking pic again... Where is the food... I'm hungry...~~

~~Yummy!!! Yeah!!! Kidney Mee Sua!!! Nice!! Spicy!!! ~~

Well, wanna noe where to get this nice delicious mee sua... Hee... Dun tell u lei... haha... Initially,
We wanted to take some more pic one... but we are too concentrate with eating le... No time!!! eat first!!! hee...

Finally, my off day came... But got to k more books... Well, so we went Parkway BK to study... Chi went to have a new haircut which looks the same with his original hairstyle... haha... Check it out...

~~Seriously... Is there any Diff ?? Hm... Let me see... Ya... slighlty shorter only... Still as handsome as b4...!!!~~

Well, anyway, during the study session i out of nowhere caught a flu... So i predicted dat its gonna rain soon... **Since young, whenever i caught a flu suddenly and muz be serious one... Not those sinus type... It will rain soon... Haha... But anyway Chi dun believe... But!!!! it really rain after awhile!!! Haha!!! Maybe i'm born to predict the future!!! OoH... I had never tt dat i'm a genius... Hee... A pretty genius!!!**
Chi brought me to eat Katong Laksa for dinner... He says laksa can helps to warm my body abit... **TOUCHED** But i think he is the one who is craving for laksa but scare i tease him... **=P.** Haha... I didn't take any pic of the laksa... Cos i kept on sneezing and so drowsy no mood to so... Hehe...

Though seems like a any other normal day... But i really enjoyed myself... Dunno is it because of the nice mee sua and the laksa... Or is it Chi spent it with me... Hee... I'm in love once more... With food or Chi???? Of Cos Chi lah!! haha... Dun Puke!!!!

oLiViA...

dOlLiEs GoNe WiLd..

2005-09-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

Recently, i had read a article bout Dollie Gone Wild ... Well Its bout a group of 6 gals from different university wherby they started this blog with the intention to expose some of the so called "SEXUAL DEPRIVED" perverts from MIRC... well, they will be juz like any other "young" and "innocent" gals in MIRC waiting to make friends with u and chat with you... U can tok to them bout anything even sex stuffs... Even if u wanna ask them for sex, they may play along... They will ask for ur pic... Or they will ask u to meet up at somewhere, they will turn up but hiding in some corners snapping pictures of u... Then u're in it... They will post ur pic and the conversations u had with them from MIRC into their blog site...

Well, when i first read the article, I went to check out their blog... I find them really creative to come out with something like dat... Cool Man... But to think of it, they are actually having fun playing with fire isn't it? Well, yeah, they did the right thing by showing wats is in this society and warn the young ones of wat is actually happening around us so as they'll protect themselves better... These are all good intentions...

But wat if one day the guys found out their real identity? Revenge? I mean they can actually sue them for slander... and I seriously really can't imagine wat will they do also...To me, Somehow I feel dat all the posting may not be 100% true cases...unless for cases wherby they actually meet the guy up and snap pic of him secretly... Tell me bout it... If one day, i wanna framed a guy, i went to MIRC and chat with them asking them for sex... Then i send them the guy's pic... They posted it out.... Ppl will only believe wat they write and poor guy... Even if he is innocent, no matter wat he said also no used le... Agree?

After reading some of the post, i found some of the conversation made by the "perverts" familiar as i actually did met lots of such cases on MIRC!!! I found them rather annoying too... but wat i could do the was juz asked them to F**K OFF!!! Wat the Dollies did was actually very brave and interesting...Still I sincerely hope that they won't get into trouble regardless of the laws or those perverts!!! Way to Go Dollies!!! For ppl who wanna check out the website of the dollies juz click on the link above... Hee...

oLiViA...

3 KTV NiTeZ iN A rOw!!! oRiEnTaL PaLs i LoVe You GuYs!!!

2005-09-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed myself the last few days though i was totally drained out of energy... And i'm kinda broke le as i had spent quite alot... Until today then i'm totally recovered from my tiredness... Since Sun, I showed the anna sui gals Chi's singing...And it makes us having the urge to sing.... So last min we decide to plan for KTV on dat very nitez... After wk, me went to Hui min's house to change b4 meeting the rest of the gals at shenton... First time gg Min's house...Excited!!! haha... Though Chi asked me to protect my nipples... Haha...(Min is a hater of Nipples...)Her house is quite Big... Saw her family members as well... hee... Then after dat we went Maxwell to eat... Guess wat, after i finished my meals, i went to withdraw money for the KTV session... I saw FIREWORKS!!! It was really unexpected man!!! But Min was still eating so she can't get to see it... Too bad...

I didn't really enjoy the session as there was some issue with someone dat i can't write in here and i dun wanna hurt her feelings too... Well, anyway, i won't go KTV with her anymore le... Min i think u noe who i'm toking bout... Hee... But we did took some interesting pictures but frm wat min says all not nice... And i'm still waiting for her to bring the camera... So i can't post it out yet... Haiz... But i'll try... Anyway, dat nitez, we sang till 2.30am and both min and me was working Am shift... Luckily, both of us can still wake up... Haha... But really damn tired man...

The next day, I called ling and she is still very upset bout her breakup... So i decided to ask everyone out to cheer her up...Everyone turned up... Haha... Though Samuel was late but he rushed down straight after work... And we appreciate dat... Hehe.. Guess wat all of us wore black!!! And we didn't plan it at all... Haha... Mo Qi... At first, our initial plan was juz hang around Merlion there and Tok cok... But in the end, after our dinner at Lao Pa Sa, We went Sunlight Partyworld... This is the first time in my life dat i spent 12 bucks only get to sing 3 songs.... Phew... Thanks to Bin... He insisted on singing at hall instead of room... haha... We was there till bout 1 plus when Samuel came... Then he sing his first and last song before we left....

Ling and Eric gt to work am shift the next day... And Bin very tired... They went back home... Left Liang, Meow and Me... We happily went to the Kopitiam at Youth Park tt dat it is 24hrs... Instead 3am they closed le and we are left with no choice but somewhere else to hangout... So we walk to partyworld Orchard to borrow the toilet there... After dat we hang around Orchard awhile then we walk all the way to Chinatown then walk back to Esplanade Merlion there again... So long never walk this far le... But srprisingly i wasn't tired at all...We then tong till bout 6am sharing ghost story... Stupid Meow lah... Scare me then in the end when i'm on the way home abit like mao mao de... But luckily when i reached home is day time already... haha...

Anyway, by the time i'm home... i was too tired so i went to sleep for bout 3 hrs...

After dat i wake up... And rush all the way down to chinatown to meet Chi... And... We went KTV again!!! Haha... Straight 3 days... But still okay cos as i didn't get to sing much the day b4... Hee...
And some more its with Chi... can hear his singing again... Hee... So long like never really go singing with him le... Like the feeling...

Yesterday Liang, Meow and Chi came down to find me... then after that we went for dinner but meow didn't join us for dinner cos he was going out with his fren... Well... Anyway, after these few days of meeting up with them... I realised dat Fate is a very wonderful things...sometimes i really wonder if i had never joined Oriental, will we be as close as wat we are now... I really cherished treasured this friendship... I'll never ever forget u guys... Hee... Muacks!!!

oLiViA...

My oRiEnTAl PaLs!!! LoVe YoU gUys!!!

2005-09-07T22:52:00.001-07:00

~~YuCkS!! So GaYiSh!!~~

~~UnLiKe Us... So SwEeT!!~~

~~hM, WhOs ThE oLd MaN??~~

~~Oh!! WeIrD OlD mAn!!~~

~~PrEtTy "NaNcY" AnD Me!!~~

~~rEaLiZe DaT LiAnG HaVe PiXiE EaRs!!~~

~~Oh My gOd!!! ChArLiE AnGeLs?? DeViLs??~~

~~LoOk As ThOuGh We ArE FoRcE To TaKe ThE PiC...~~

~~LiNg AnD Me!! ~~

~~HaHa!! lOoK aT LaO Pa's FaCE!!~~

~~LiAnG LoOks LiKe LaO Fu zHi In tHiS pIc??~~

~~oNcE AgAiN, My BeSt GaNg!!~~

~~MeOw AnD Me AcTiNg CoOL...~~

oLiViA...

AiLiNg, Be StRoNg...

2005-09-07T01:46:00.000-07:00

Recently, my fren Ling had juz broke off with her bf... Although i'm like worried bout her, at the same time i'm happy for her... Becos the Ivan is a such bastard, oh anyway ivan is ling's EX...

I'm sorry ling... I noe u love him... But i juz feel dat u are such a nice girl... U can find someone better than to stick with him forever... Its an insult to u... U noe... I hope u'll be strong... U definitely can find someone better than him... Anyway "Anyone" is better than him... Dun be sorry hearted and get used by him... I noe its hard for u... I noe there is so much of pain dat u gonna feel but i also noe time will heal ur wound... I've been through all these before too... Once u pass through this, and by then when u look back u will realise u were so foolish enough to shed tears for him... He said dat one day he gonna regret dat he gave u up... I really hope he will... So dat u can prove to him dat he is so stupid to let u go... Brace up k... We are all here for u... Hee... Eric and Binson also here for u... Haha... If u want...

Btw, This is the testi i gave Ivan on his friendster...Juz in case he didn't approve it this is for u guys to check it out...

~~Hey,saw yr last testi and saw that Joanne said u r good looking.Now I totally understand the REAL meaning of "Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder".Way to go Joanne.Good eyesight I must say.Anyway,having an ultimate good looking face doesn't really bring you very far does it.Look whr u r standing now n u'll understad,but then again,if only u could see.Saw what you once had n now,it's all gone and thanks to YOU,the precious thg that u've jus let FREED will truly find her hapiness.Oh and by the wy,I thk u should seriously consider buying a MIRROR that will see what kinda character u ve in u b4 u start making comments abt smeone who truly cared and love u ONCE!!Looking at yr pic,I was surprised that something so beautiful would even consider lettin u into her life.And yet she did but u failed her.Guess I weren't be astonish if in time to come,u WILL get jilted time and again.Boy am I so glad for my fren now.Leaving a crap like you was what she should have done earlier.God BLess You!!~~

Well, I guess if I was Ivan,the least I would do now is pray to God,having him to bless me ....
Wouldn't you guys thk so???but then again,Guys like him don't need sympathy from anyone or blessings from GOd...he DESERVE it!!!

oLiViA...

NeW ReBoNdEd hAiR...

2005-09-03T01:08:00.000-07:00

This is like my 5th rebonding le... One each year... Haha... Rebonding is very harmful to my hair... And i guess my hair is dead le... But Luckily it dosen't appear dead at all instead the effect is so smooth... I guess its Zhi Qi Qi Ren ba!!! Oh ya i did it at ViVo... Very cheap... Less than 100... But effect damn good... Haha... Wanna noe the address? Tag me... (Joey, I'm giving u free advertisement.... Muz sponsor me free rebonding for the rest of my life le ya.... Hehe...)
I'm showing a few pictures below of my new Hair Do... Give me comment only if its sux...

~~PhOtO TaKeN aT cHi'S JuRoNg'S HoMe...~~

~~NeW HaIr StYlE? ChIo Ma? BeTtEr SaY YeS... Or ElSe...~~

~~Me AnD ChI.. As UsUaL LoViNg...~~

oLiViA...

JuE DuE SuPeRsTaR... DiSaPpOiNtEd.. UnFaIr.

2005-09-02T02:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the finals for Jue Dui Superstar... Phew!!! Such a disappointment!!! Wei Lian Won... Since the begining of the competition, i already feel dat this superstar thing is juz a tool for Mediacorp to earn money... dun you feel so? Maybe the final's winners will gain fames, and earned a contract for themselves... but wat bout the rest? Shouldn't they get some consolation prize?? Even till the end, wat they got is only so call ''Performance Experience"... Even if i join "TOP FUN", I'll still get a hp set when i'm out... But superstar is such a big event, and they are like so pathetic... Haha... Its a Joke man...

Starting from the first auditions, there were bout 4000 plus of ppl who went to join this thing, I was one of it also, but anyway, i didn't make it to the 2nd round, though Chi did... Okay, its juz the first round, so when i'm out i dun need any consolation prize, as they already gave me a bottle of Voda Voda Mineral water... And luckily they didn't comment my singing or show my video clip for the first episode of the JD Superstar... As if they really do, I'll really jump down straight from my house... (cos the first episode is more for the stupid ppl like Anna, Ru Hua and also the so called "Kang Kang" who wanna be " Ou Xuan" who had made a fool of themselves at the competition...) So i'm considered lucky le...

The 2nd round at Imm... i was there to support Chi, dats y i got to noe wats was going on... Well, happy for Chi, He passed it and become the Top 50 GUYs... He proceeded on... But because for the first 2 rounds, the judges had commented dat he need to improve on his dressing and image...So he went to buy some new clothings and had a new hairdo... In the end he did spent quite an amt of money juz to change his "Good Boy but natural" image to a more "Superstar but fake" image... From top 50 Guys, they choosed 12 Guys out... Sadly to say, Chi didn't pass this round... And i expect that maybe he'll get something... But nope... Nothing... Even if its one Carton of voda voda... We'll feel better loh... But nothing back... In order to console ourselves, we decide to feel dat maybe to give the remainding 76 ppl each a cosolation prize is like too much...

The Semi finals, the top 24s got to perform for free... And when one by one they got kick out, they also didn't get anything as well... Only sponsor clothings (which i tt dat its free for them but in the end they got to return one...) for their perfomance... wat theF**k? And better still, Mediacorp made ppl vote for their idol... Since if its suppose to be a vote, shouldn't it be like only 20 cents and not 60 cents? Then for the finals, better still, 70% of the score depend n the votes and 30% of the score depend on the nos of pcs of the singles sold and the price of it? 9.90... Haha... They are not even a superstar yet but Mediacorp is using them to make money le... And wats is coming? Concert... Haha... So dats means more money to be earned...

Kelly and WeiLian is ok... Cos they already got their contract... but the rest? Haha... Juz like wat Jeff and Quan Yi Feng always said... They had new ''performance experience" and ''Friendship"!!! Dats wat they will get...

At first, i was a supporter of Chi in fact even now, i still feel dat he sings better than most of the top 24s... But... Sadly...

Well, then next i supported Derrick... But when he was out again the 2nd time... Its was left with W.L, Junyang, Kelly and XinHui... I feel that Junyang, Kelly and Xinhui has more of the qualities to be a star...I dun look down on disabled or anything like dat... Its juz dat W.L really is not cut out to be a superstar... He has a good voice... Yes... But thats it... He can be a "Singer" but not A "Superstar" I noe sadly to say, he had problems with his sights... dat does not means dat he should get the "sypmpathy points." This is a competition and n0t NKF charity show... We got to be realistic...
The best part is Quan Yi Feng, I noe she is a supporter of W.L...but as she is a host so she should juz be impartial... Yesterday, there was one speech dat she said, after kelly got the 5 jugdes' supports, which makes me feel so angry... this is wat she said," There are rumours spreading around sayin dat the Judges Biased kelly, And after the results, its shows dat the judges really show favouritism on kelly!!!" This not the first time she is saying these types of stuff to help W.L pulls votes.... the last round wherby W.L and Junyang is competing, she was also helping W.L to pull votes by saying that he is trying very hard and he really tries his best to perform for everyone when he tries to walk a few steps... Even though he can't see... Wat is this man!!! Since she loves to do Charity so much go ahead host NKF and not Jue Dui Superstar!!! Some one stated dat "Since W.L can walk around everywhere on his own to sing on the streets before the competition... Then y when he join this compettion, he still needs ppl to bring him here and there? Has the competition makes him more dependent on others?" Wat do you think? I totally agreed...

To look on the brighter side... JunYang can get his contract from Hai Die and Kelly from Universal, W.L from Playmusic... its seems from here dat Kelly and Junyang will have a better prospect isn't it... I'm waiting for their album to be out... As for W.L... If his new album is nice, i may consider buying... Afterall, he has a good voice... And Chi also said, " W.L wins will give others disabled a hope also..." Hm.. I guess its true also...

oLiViA...

HeY, TrY tHiS oUt, I'm No 9... qUitE TrUe Eh...

2005-08-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

Your birth date describes who you are, what you're good at, and what your inborn abilities... So check this out...To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight.
Example: March 20, 19503 + 20 + 1950 =19731 + 9 + 7 + 3 =202 + 0 =22 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example.

#1 THE ORIGINATOR
#2 THE PEACEMAKER
#3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
#4 THE CONSERVATIVE
#5 THE NONCONFORMIST
#6 THE ROMANTIC
#7 THE INTELLECTUAL
#8 THE BIG SHOT
#9 THE PERFORMER-

# 1 - THE ORIGINATOR
1's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as beingstubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely hone stand do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses.

#2 - THE PEACEMAKER
2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others'needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't liketo be alone. Friendship and companionship is veryimportant and can lead them to be successful in life.

# 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
3's are idealists. They are very creative,social,charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic.

# 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE
4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature.

# 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST
5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risktaking, and enthusiasm often land them in hotwater. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation.

# 6 - THE ROMANTIC
6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers.They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.

# 7 - THE INTELLECTUAL
7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things atf ace value. Emotions don't sway their decisions.Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race.

# 8 - THE BIG SHOT
8's are the problem solvers. They are professional,blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in noun certain terms that they are the boss.

#9 - THE PERFORMER
9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help.With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have hard time understanding them.

oLiViA...

At LaSt, SuNdAy iS hEre... My oFf DaY...

2005-08-26T22:42:00.000-07:00

Let me count...Sat, Sun, Mon,Tue... its had been like 8 days since i had my off day... Phew!!! At Last!!! Tml I'm off... hehe... Still remember last time when i was still at loreal... I can continuous wk for straight 2 mths without any single off day!!! till now, i still feel dat loreal is a company with lousy staff welfare... Salary was often forgotten to be given... And because of being the ''biggest cosmetic company in Singapore" there were more politics around also... Sad to say, i was one of the victim being framed... But in the end i still cleared my named... Haha... Anyway i'm glad dat i'm out of the shit company... At least i'm in a nice company with nice ppl and nice salary... So for the bitch name starting with J..... who gave me the life like hell, i hope u'll "ENJOY" wking in hell!!!

Tml Peixian is coming back from her leave le.... At last... But i think i'll only get to see her on Monday... Tml, i'm going roller blading with my friend Hock... Invited Chi to go but he not interested... Haiz... But anyway, i really need some exercising... i getting fatter le... Morever i had been eating lots of Junk food these few days!!! Urgh... Fats!!! Calories!!! I need to burn them off man!!!

Yesterday, joyce bought Newspaper... And the Headline on it was "TEACHER GANG RAPED". And the first thing bout the headline that came to my mind before reading it was teachers gang raping someone... But then ended up after i read it, it was like teacher being gang raped... i told joyce bout the title being a bit misleading... And she was like asking me if the headline is Singapore Nuclear War does it means dat Singapore had suffered a Nuclear war!!! haha... But anyway, after i asked some of my frens... And show them the newspaper... Most ppl had the same thoughts as me... So it means the Newpaper headline is being misleading not me being dumb... Anyway, this is a sad article as well... I dunno wats in the rapists mind? Dun they have a daughter or a wife? When they do this to other women, won't they feel guilty or scared of retribution!!! I really feel sorry for the victims... Especially the teacher yesterday... I hope she'll be stronger and live well...

Oh ya... the interesting thing dat i'm gg to start is still in the process... As its a very time comsuming project, its won't be ready to be post so fast... I asked around bout my idea le... most ppl find it interestin... Haha... So i decided dat yes i muz start it juz to entertain my frens... Haha...

Guess wat, i going to win lottery le!!! Hui min, Joyce and Sze is going to quit smoking... though i had a feeling dat they won't Hang on for long... But at least they tried so its a good start... congrats eh... 1st step to healthier life... Haha... Keep it up...

oLiViA...

PaNiC... My Os Is CoMiNg iN 2 MtHs...

2005-08-25T01:38:00.000-07:00

Oh, I'm so stressed man!!! My Olevel is coming in two mths time....Gosh!!! And i'm still not ready yet? How? These few days i have been trying to improve my language through reading newspaper, practising my compo and compre... but its seems dat i have so little time for so many subjects!!! Ahhh.... Can someone stop the time please... And the thing now is dat i still got to work!!! If i dun, i won't have any money to survive... if i can't survive, i can't sit for my examination!!! Dead body can't sit for examination ya? Haiz... i really regretted dat i wasted so much time.... But wat to do... I gt to face it!!! Hey, Olivia... Brace up man!!! Be strong!!! You can do it!!!

Haha... Juz now, when i type the word "practising"... Suddenly i became confused by the word "practice" and "practise"... And whether is "practising" or practicing"... But in the end i still got it right!!! Yesterday, i used this word redundant.... And my fren Ting was like so shocked dat i actually used a "bombastic" word... haha... then today she told my another fren joyce... And she gave me a spelling test for this word... I got it right!!! of cos i noe the meaning as well!!! Somehow, i noe dat after so much of practising my language, i did kind of improve a little... Haha... So happy!!!

Now, back to my stress part again... i'm still short of like 40% of sales figure b4 i can hit 100% for my Sales target... haiz... How to hit? This month is so quiet and also only left with bout 5 days to month end... gonna worry bout so many things... really damn sianz... Anyway, i gonna post something interesting soon ... still in the process... Haha... check it out real soon...

oLiViA...

So iNcOnSiDeRaTe!!! WaTs WrOnG WiTh ThE Ppl NoWaDaYs...

2005-08-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

This morning, i woke up quite late... therfore didn't have time to eat my breakfast as i gonna start wk at 12pm... My break time is bout 3.30pm... By 1pm, i was like so hungry and started to feel gastric pain... Its was so unbearable man... So no choice, i got to go out and grab a bun or bread... Another counter girl from another brand says she wanna withdraw some money so she went out with me... We took a lift to the basement as only basement have breadtalk and atm machine... When we walked out of the lift and walk through the pathway which led to the shops dat we want to go... There was this "Auntie" who was walking in a hurry towards us and juz bang her shoulders onto my shoulders... though the pathway may not be very wide... its not dat narrow dat only 2 person can pass through only!!! So can't she juz walks towards the right side as we were walking along the left side... Or say Excuse me? And she simply juz stared at me and walked away without even saying SORRY... I was damn pissed off man... But i didn't say anything as the more impt thing to me at that time is food... But I noe in Singapore there is lots of these "Category'' of ppl...
Its damn irritating!!! Really...And this is not the worst as i had met some even more terrible cases before...

We will often see posters on the MRT trains, stations or buses which shows Cartoons and words like "PLS GIVE WAY TO ALIGHTING PASSENGER..." "PLS GIVE UP UR SEAT TO SOME ONE WHO NEEDS IT MORE THAN YOU..." "PLS MOVE IN TO THE REAR..." etc... But how many times do you really see ppl doing dat... By right, i feel dat we shouldn't even be needing all these signs to guide us also... There was this incident which happened few months ago... I remembered dat dae i met up with my fren jo to do some self study at Bras Basah complex... And therefore i brought a big bag wif so many books out on dat dae... After the study sessions, i accompanied her to her work place which was around Orchard Area... I intended to meet my another fren Ailing at toa payoh after jo went to work... So I took the bus 143... I think its around 6 plus in the evening... when i boarded the bus... Its was so crowded...And i had problems squeezing in as i was carry so many things on my hands... But later then i realised dat at the rear of the bus was actually very empty... And culprit for the incident was a very young Couples... They were hugging each other in the center of the bus and having their "Sweet Moments", they simply dun care bout the jammed dat they had caused... They were juz blocking others from moving in... and the rest of the ppl can't even move in at all... At dat point of time, it came acrossed to me dat why didn't anyone juz said excuse me and move in!!! But i was too bothered by being stuck at the front of the bus and having difficulties on holding on to the railing as it was 1stly too cramp... and 2ndly... i have too much things with me... this not the ending... After 3 or 4 stops, the bus stopped at a stop which there was lots of ppl alighting... But... As ppl was moving towards the exit... The couple still didn't moved abit... And continue standing there like as if they are so skinny... Though they dun have to alighted, can't they have some common sense to move away... A lot of ppl were angry with them but they didn't say much either... Anyway, luckily after dat stop...i was free from being suffocated to death... And i saw some seats at the back which are empty so i moved to the back... Of course they were blocking my way... I said excuse me... But guess wat, i think they muz have been freezed by some ice man or being glued together dat they can't even move... They juz continued living in their own world hugging each other, Toking and laughing... Dun even bother bout me... I was so pissed dat i juz squeeze through them and i think i knocked onto them real hard... I didn't apologize as i feel dat its nt my fault anyway... Anyway, I'm "Invisible" to them... So no point saying sorry they can't hear me anyway... They did stare at me... I juz moved to my seat and sit down... at this point my phone rang... So i ans my phone then started to complain so loudly dat i'm sure they can hear me saying how inconsiderate they are!!! They stared at me for awhile but i stared back at them... I'm so angry!!! But they dun dare to say anything because most of the ppl whom overheard my conversation was staring at them also... I think they was pretty Pai sei Le... Cos they straight away alighted the next stop... Haha...
Do you think dat i act like a "San Ba"... But pls loh... In order to teach this type of ppl a lesson muz let them feel the Shame... Dun u agree? Even if u dun , i dun care cos i'm proud of myself... At least i'm able to stand up for myself ...

oLiViA...

HaD a sTuPiD fLu... kiNdA TiReD..

2005-08-20T08:00:00.001-07:00

Haiz... this morning when i woke up... Still feeling ok... So went to wk as per normal... dunno y in the noon suddenly kana virus... by who i also dunno... Then start to sneeze and sneeze... In the end i kept blowing my nose until my nose become so red like rain deer... haha... Suppose to wk till 10pm... But really can't take it le so went home earlier... But tml i still gonna return the hours back... Haiz... Sianz... Somehow, i'm starting to get so sick of sales line... But i realised dat there is nothing else dat i wanna do... So still gonna stick to it first... Especially when i need the money now... And also i juz started Clarins not long also... So no point switching another job now...

I went to see my fren jo's blog yesterday nite... After reading it, i started to reflect on wat i have learnt or done in my whole life... There's so much things to do and explore in this world... But yet, i'm juz stuck here... Feeling insecure and loss bout my life... I noe i gt to do something to myself... I need to learn more things... Hip hop, Diving, Golf, Tennis, Cooking, Driving, Japanese Language... So many many things dat i can learn... So I told myself i muz not slack anymore... Muz Start whole new life... ya... Hee...

Me gettin a bit drowsy le... Gonna go sleep le... I shall end here ba.. Hopefully tml i can have a fresh start... Hee...

oLiViA...

BuSy fOr ThE PaSt FeW DaYs...

2005-08-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

Last few days, i had been so busy with uploading pic to my blog... dat i dun even have the time to type any entry... also this week, there is 2 b'day celebration... Mum's one... yesterday over le... And Tonight is Pei Xian One... KtV nitez again... Haha... Hee... Btw do you noe dat I actually scan all my kids pic one by one and upload them one by one... So i took a very long time to finished them... Hehe... But at least its pretty nice... Hehe...

Phew... At last i'm finished with my oral exams... Yeah... I think i may at least get a pass for it ba... But i Gonna start preparing for my next month chinese paper soon le... Stressed... But i'll still study very hard one, so as nt to have any regrets...

Yesterday, we celebrated my mum's b'day... Hehe... After training yesterday, my family members came and fetch me... Then we went chinatown to have our yummy dinner... Chi came also... though he was late again... but i still appreciate the effort he had made to come all the way down frm jurong to help my mum celebrate her b'day also... Hee... To think of it... This is the 3rd year dat he is with us when we celebrated my mum's b'day... And we are together for
almost 3yrs le... Well... Anyway, after our dinner, my sis Suggested dat we can go to esplanade and take some pic as she has camera with her... My dad was kinda lazy to go at first... but then, he still gave in as he dun wanna my mum to be disappointed... haha.. even though its was kind of tiring as we have to think of many different pose for the pic but I still enjoyed yesterday trip so much... its has been so long dat we had a chance to go out together as a family and take so many pictures together... And Chi is with us also... Really hope dat we can stay like this forever... After this trip out, i realised dat i'm very fortunate cos i have such a great family and a great Hubby... I love u Guys so Much... Muacks...

~~ CHeCk OuT ThE PiCs BeLoW...~~

oLiViA...

mUm's B'DaY PiCtUrEs PaRt 1...

2005-08-17T09:34:00.000-07:00

~~My PaReNtS!!! HaVe "Fu Qi XiAnG Eh...
Hee... So SwEet!!~~

~~ReVeNgE... MaKe ThEm Do ThiS pOsE AfTer... ScRoLl DoWn To PaRt 2 PiC... ChEcK oUt UrSelF!!~~

~~HaPpY FaMiLY!!!!~~

~~HuBbY + HaPpY FaMiLy= ...6 PeRsOn!!!~~

~~HaHa... TaMiL DaNcE???~~

~~TaMiL DaNcE AgAiN???~~

~~AdDiCtEd tO TaMiL DaNce!!~~

~~FaThEr AnD DaUgHtEr!!~~

~~MoThEr AnD DaUgHtEr!!~~

~~ToOk ThIs At ChInAtoWn AfTeR DiNnEr...~~

~~SiS WiTh MuM... LoOk So AliKe EH...~~

~~3 LoVeLy PrInCeSs... AlL FrM tHe SaMe CaStLe... BuT LoOks DiFfErEnT Eh..~~

oLiViA...

mUm's B'DaY PiCtUrEs PaRt 2...

2005-08-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

~~ HuBbY AnD Me... NiCe BaCkGrOuNd... So RoMaNtIc...~~

~~HuBbY ApPeArS tO Be GrAbBiNg Me Eh InStEaD Of HuGgiNg Me...~~

~~ThE 2 MoSt ImPtOrTaNt MeN iN mY lIfE... HuBbY AnD DaDdY!!!~~

~~GwEnDoLyN, MuM AnD DaD...~~

~~GwEnDoLyN AnD Me!!~~

~HeE... LoOk At FaThEr's FaCe... FiErCe Or FuNnY u DeCiDe!!!~~

~~WoAh!!! 3 PrEtTy MoDeLs!!!~~

~~TrYiNg OuT PoSeS WhIcH We HaD tAkEn B4 As A KiD!!!~~

~~KiDs PoSe 2!!! WeIrD eH... CaN't ImAgInE y MuMs WaNts Us To PoSe ThIs WaY LaSt TiMe...~~

~~SeQuEeNa AnD Me!!!~~

~~ThE HoNeSt SoN iN lAwS MaRrIeS tHe FiErCe MoThEr's DaUgHtEr... HeHe...~~

~~ICe CrEaM EaT TiLl HaLf WaY... HuRrY Up... ItS MeLtiNg...~~

~~Oh... StAMfoRd? U R aLiVe? GoSh!!! loOk At Wat U hAv BeCoME??~~

oLiViA...

~~GrOwN uP_GaL~~

~~PrEpArATiOnS Of BBQ!!!~~

~~PiCs Of PpL WhO AtTeNdEd My PaRtY!!!~~

~~EnJoYeD My B'dAy CeLeBrAtIoNs LoTs!!!~~

~~sHaGgEd oUt Le... BuT HaD LoTs Of FuN!!~~

~~EnJoYiNg LiFe To ThE FuLlEsT!!!~~

~~ExAmS OvEr!!! HoPeFuLly I WiLl Do wElL...~~

~~CeLeBrAtIoN FoR oUr AnNiVerSaRy AnD EnD oF eXaMiNaTiOnS!!!~~

~~BoRiNg SuNdAY!!! NeW LaYoUt...~~~

~~At LaSt, cLeArEd MoSt oF mY MaJoR PaPeRs!!~~

~~OuR 3rD YeAr AnNiVeRsArY!!!~~

~~2 MoRe DaYs To mY cHiNeSe PaPeR & bReAk...~~

~~Y S-T-R-E-S-S Is DeStRoYiNg Me aNd YoU!!!~~

~~My LiFe!!~~

~~gAtHeRiNg aT LoYaNg PaRtYwOrLd...

~~ThE PiCs Of OuR gAtHeRiNg At LoYaNg PaRtYwOrLD!!~~

~~ThE PiCs Of OuR gAtHeRiNg At LoYaNg PaRtYwOrLD 2!!~~

~~TheRe's nOtHiNg WrOnG BeInG A bLoGgEr???~~

~~hAiZ, Wat hAd I GoT iNtO?~~

~~SoMeThInG mEaNiNgFuL...~~

~~I'M NeEd A GoOd LoNg BrEaK... FrEaKiNg SiAnZ...~~

~~WeNt cHi's HoStEl... LiKe cHaLeT MaN...!!!~~

~~LaNtErN fEsTiVaL..~~

~~Da ZhOnG GuO MoOnCaKeS TrADiTiOnAl bUt NiC...~~

~~PiCtUrEs Of ChI'S iMaGE FoR tHe JuE dUi SuPeRsTAr...~~

~~Hm... EnJoYeD My oFf dAy...~~

~~dOlLiEs GoNe WiLd..~~

~~3 KTV NiTeZ iN A rOw!!! oRiEnTaL PaLs i LoVe You GuYs!!!~~

~~My oRiEnTAl PaLs!!! LoVe YoU gUys!!!~~

~~AiLiNg, Be StRoNg...~~

~~NeW ReBoNdEd hAiR...~~

~~JuE DuE SuPeRsTaR... DiSaPpOiNtEd.. UnFaIr.~~

~~HeY, TrY tHiS oUt, I'm No 9... qUitE TrUe Eh...~~

~~At LaSt, SuNdAy iS hEre... My oFf DaY...~~

~~PaNiC... My Os Is CoMiNg iN 2 MtHs...~~

~~So iNcOnSiDeRaTe!!! WaTs WrOnG WiTh ThE Ppl NoWaDaYs...~~

~~HaD a sTuPiD fLu... kiNdA TiReD..~~

~~BuSy fOr ThE PaSt FeW DaYs...~~

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~~mUm's B'DaY PiCtUrEs PaRt 2...~~